I'M REALLY HAPPY
ON CLOUD NINE
HEHHEHXX
IT'S ALL SO GOOD
but kinda frustrating
BUT IT'S US BEING FRUSTRATED TOGETHER
& NOT JUST MYSELF HAHA

i swear i look like an idiot grinning at my phone haha
but it's all so warmy-fuzzy hehhehxx

xoxo,
kara.

self contradicting moment.

xoxo,
kara.

gosh i just can't do this
i can't trust
i just can't
i'm sorry..
but i don't think it means anything to you anyways
does it?
a silent departure..

i don't wanna talk
about the things we've gone through
though it's hurting me
now it's history
i've plated all my cards
and that's what you've done too
nothing more to say
no more ace to play

the winner takes it all
the loser standing small
beside the victory
that's her destiny

i was in your arms
thinking i belonged there
i figured it made sense
building me a fence
building me a home
thinking i'd be strong there
but i was a fool
playing by the rules

the gods may throw a dice
their minds as cold as ice
and someone way down here
loses someone dear
the winner takes it all
the loser has to fall
it's simple and it's plain
why should i complain

but tell me does she kiss
like i used to kiss you
does it feel the same
when she calls your name
somewhere deep inside
you must know i miss you
but what can i say
rules must be obeyed

the judges will decide
the likes of me abide
spectators of the show
always staying low
the game is on again
a lover or a friend
a big thing or a small
the winner takes it all

i don't wanna talk
if it makes you feel sad
and i understand
you've come to shake my hand
i apologize
if it makes you feel bad
seeing me so tense
no self-confidence
but you see
the winner takes it all
the winner takes it all..

xoxo,
kara.

Ive seen you twice, in a short time
Only a week since we started
It seems to me, for every time
Im getting more open-hearted

I was an impossible case
No-one ever could reach me
But I think I can see in your face
Theres a lot you can teach me
So I wanna know......

Whats the name of the game?
Does it mean anything to you?
Whats the name of the game?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, cause I have to know
Im a bashful child, beginning to grow

And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What Im trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know......

The name of the game

I have no friends, no-one to see
And I am never invited
Now I am here, talking to you
No wonder I get excited

Your smile, and the sound of your voice
And the way you see through me
Got a feeling, you give me no choice
But it means a lot to me
So I wanna know......

Whats the name of the game?
(your smile and the sound of your voice)
Does it mean anything to you?
(got a feeling you give me no choice)
(but it means a lot)
Whats the name of the game?
(your smile and the sound of your voice)
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, cause I have to know
Im a bashful child, beginning to grow

And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What Im trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know......
Oh yes I wanna know......

The name of the game
(I was an impossible case)
Does it mean anything to you?
(but I think I can see in your face)
(that it means a lot)
Whats the name of the game?
(your smile and the sound of your voice)
Can you feel it the way I do?
(got a feeling you give me no choice)
(but it means a lot)
Whats the name of the game?
(I was an impossible case)
Does it mean anything to you?
(but I think I can see in your face)
(that it means a lot)

BIG FAT QUESTION MARK?

xoxo,
kara.

today's been not bad (:
but still..

i hate looking at the clock today
knowing the time..
argh!
this is bad..

xoxo,
kara.